I hate you.

I hate you but I'm not supposed to hate you. I should not hate you but I tend to hate you.

I hate you the moment I first "saw" you. It was hate at first sight. I hate your face, I hate everything that you do. I don't want to see you but I keep on looking at you. You are the epitome of hate for me. Whatever you do or will do, I will hate you.

I guess I can't stop hating you, so I will continue to hate you.
:)

Moving forward.

I am in doubt.

Have I really moved on? There are still some time that I think about the past and feel sad. I know it's not right due to my situation now, but I can't stop myself. Some memories are just hard to forget. Happy memories, sad memories, different memories.

This is so wrong and unfair. Unfair to him.

Sometimes I'm happy, sometimes I'm quite not sure what I'm feeling.

I'm doing my best to show my love and care. I love him and I don't doubt that. Maybe I just needed more time to rinse him (A) out of my system. I should really not think about it. I should stop myself from thinking about it. I should keep myself busy and cherish the moments I spend with P.

I can do this. I'm still moving on. It will take some time. I will moved on.

Back read

I was back reading my old posts. I was so EMO!! LOL But that was what I felt back then. I just shared it to the world. The posts are depressing and sad, nut that phase was over.

I am happy now. I am happy with what happened this past months. I am happy with my decisions. I am happy with the adventures and travels I took. 

I am HAPPY. :)

One year

I received an email that this blog has turned 1. LOL The last update was from November. I don't know why I stopped blogging. Maybe I was not in the mood to write or share anything. I'll try to update this depending on my mood. :P

Happy 1 year blog! :P