Moving forward.

I am in doubt.

Have I really moved on? There are still some time that I think about the past and feel sad. I know it's not right due to my situation now, but I can't stop myself. Some memories are just hard to forget. Happy memories, sad memories, different memories.

This is so wrong and unfair. Unfair to him.

Sometimes I'm happy, sometimes I'm quite not sure what I'm feeling.

I'm doing my best to show my love and care. I love him and I don't doubt that. Maybe I just needed more time to rinse him (A) out of my system. I should really not think about it. I should stop myself from thinking about it. I should keep myself busy and cherish the moments I spend with P.

I can do this. I'm still moving on. It will take some time. I will moved on.